A space for the thoughts I can’t shake. Sometimes raw, often tangled, always honest.
Trying to make sense of the chaos. One blog at a time.
● Featured Article
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Fear as a guide, and why I am keeping mine. Why would I? I used to think- and plenty of us still do- that fear and self -doubt are character flaws- weaknesses that need to be excised. That to be the “best version” of myself, to live a great life.…
● Latest Articles
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Sad.
How are you feeling right now? I’m at a burial. Days ago, I would have called it a funeral service, but apparently, those two mean…
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Even in the Silence
Can you hear me, thinking about you?Or did I sever that thread too cleanly?Can you feel my body yearning-Or did the fire from the bridges…
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A minute-A lifetime
Love? Lust? Lost.In your eyes.Found-in your arms. The end of searching.Time slowed for us.Heart racing like it knew something I didn’t.I breathed you in like…
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Still.
I thought I’d outgrown it.Outgrown you.Outgrown the way my mind loops back to you like a song I didn’t ask to hear but still know…
● About Me
I’m Betty-the creator behind NdukuOutLoud. The name comes from my middle name, Nduku and “Out Loud” is my quiet rebellion against being, well…quiet. Naturally introverted, but this blog is where I speak up-about life, growth, and the everyday moments that shape us.
It’s raw, it’s real, and hopefully, it resonates with you too.
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